Tay the fuckup.

Please, use this thread to discuss how much Tay screws up. Whether it's hurt you. Or let you down. Or screwup with anything else related to you. Please get all your angry things out in this thread. Cause Tay needs to know what a pathetic loser she is.

Tay, you're not a pathetic loser. Deep down you know it, and everyone else knows it too. I just wish you could realize that. We all love you, ok? I just wish I knew how to dig you out of this hole you got into.

*pats* I barely know you, but you deff. don't seem like a fuckup to me. You;re very nice. =]And you haven't said anything pathetic or looserish. =]

You are not a screw up. You are not a pathetic loser. You work hard, you take care of eberyone around you, and sometimes you forget that you should only really be taking care of yourself. You love to please others, which is why they can hurt you so easily. But honey, you've never let me down. Ever. You've done so much for me, you helped me through being sick, you listen when i need to talk or rant,then cheer me up. You're an amazing friend, and I love you. Don't let others get you down. The only person who can make you truly happy is yourself.

*hugs* Girl you are loved. you gotta realize that. *hugs*

*hugs Tay* People love you. Even if we are only internet friends....we still love you. We want you to be happy. You have to realize that even if you do screw up sometimes, we love you and won't hate you for it. <3

I don't know why people love such a low down worthless person.

If you were a low down useless person, we'd love you. Since you're not, we love you even more. Tay, you're a great chicca! I don't see why anyone at all could hate you. You're sweet, funny, compassionate, and we have so much fun together. Tay, you're great, I just wish you could see that.

*hugs* Why would you think you'e worthless? You've helped a lot of people, and you're a lot of fun.

I think I'm worthless because of that fact that people think I'm not doing enough on this site.

Tay, you've got a busy life. That's RL. You're not a bad admin, okay? You're a very very good admin. *hugs* Plus, you found all those dates? Now who the hell could find all those dates you put in the calendar in one night? Nobody.

*crying* GOD PLEASE JUST SOMEONE TELL ME THAT I'M SHIT!!! Especially now that I've fucked up Jennica. Elli's character that she wanted me to write. I fucked her up, cause she's not how Elli wants her. *bawling*

Hey... it was my character... I couldn't write her like you can. Okay? Why do you want us to tell you you're shit, when that's clearly not true. *hugs* I'm sorry for you picking up my character, okay? If you want me to have her back... fine, I'll take her. I just don't want you to be unhappy. Okay?

Too late. I'm never happy. You know why? Because I can't write the story the way you want it to be written. Because I'm a really extremely unbelievably horrible writer. No wonder I had to tell Bex that we couldn't write I'll Be anymore. You did Bex a favor by urging me to do so. I'm sure she'll be thanking you when she finds out how much I have fucked your characters up tonight.

Ok, excuse me while I go throw myself off a bridge. And yes, I'm in a crappy mood right now. Although, some of you tend to think I'm always like that. And I really don't care.

Tay, you don't suck. You're not shit, you're not a screw up, and stop wanting us to tell you you are because it's not gonna happen. All I'm gonna do is keep telling you the truth, and that is that you're an awesome person and I love you. It's not gonna change. As for me being glad that we don't write anymore, you know that's not thr truth. I'm not glad at all. But if you're gonna feel this crappy about yourself all the time, and if that translates into your writing then maybe it is a good thing we've stopped and you can take a break to get your bearings back.

It just bugs me to see a beautiful person like yourself being walked all over. As a person with low self-esteem and depression, I know how tough it can be when people talk abd about you or to you. And girl, I've been trying to help you deal with that. But you have to want it.

You're an awesome writer. DOn't tell yourself that you aren'--It dtrives me insane when people say that.

Stop telling us to tell you that you're shit, because that would be lying, and that would just suck.

Thank you all for what you've said. I really appreciate it.

*is very late to the forum*
tay hunni
weve talked about this
you
are
not
a
fuck up
i shall send dean over to give to reprimanding spanks if this continues
dont think that i wont!!!

EDIT: if people think youre a fuck up coz you dont do enough on the site then im one too
because clearly people think the same of me aswell
(needless, to say RL generally sucks right now and im up to my eyeball in housework!!)

*giggles* I think I do need to be punished by Dean after all. I'm a fuckup Shellz... *this time says it so she can get Shellz to send Dean and his spankings over.*

Thanks for making me giggle and feel good. God, I miss you so much.

=D
dean is on his way
and he has a paddle
=D

Yay! *clears throat* Oh, I mean... I'm a fuckup.

Someone needs to videota- Uh....or not. Hehehehe, j/k. Have fun, Tay. *wink*

- Jensen drops the paddle. He grins deviously as he spanks Tay with his hand.

Ooh, kinky. lol

That was.... the best sex... I've ever had...